sah's trembled life

dear diary.

♥Friday, June 12, 2009.

I'M FEELING BETTER TODAY..

SO MUCH BETTER..

"life's too short to dwell on all that's wrong
Stand up now
I could fly away right now
Hold me cause I finally found my smile"

--BETTER TODAY by NEYO

black & white delineates the past and my smile shows that I'm happy to it..
"The past is a kind of screen upon which we project our vision of the future and it's indeed a moving picture, borrowing much of its form and color from our fears and aspirations."

Wrap up a bunch of hopeless despair and welcome true happiness..

As I woke up this morning feeling so much better than yesterday. I can't explain what I really felt but there's only one word can describe it--"BETTER."

Stashing those pain and now it seems like it's a new beginning for me. Hope this would be a contiguous state of sanity.

They say "If you're looking for a happy ending and you couldn't find one, find a new beginning instead"

I really don't believe in happy endings. Do you? Well, I think those were just in fairy tales and not in reality. Life is full of surprises and you'll never know what the future awaits for you. We have unending needs and wants and we can never have ALL we want. And so? Learn to treasure what you have. Sometimes, a thing realizing its worth when it's already out of hand or permanently out of our lives.

God has His own way of giving us what we truly deserve. If we can't have that thing that we want maybe it would be better for us not to have that thing. The other way, it is not yet the right time. I believe everything has its own right time an place for a moment to be foremost weighty.

Why be so bitter if you can be better? Why yearn for someone if that person doesn't deserve to be in your life? You have your friends and family who could always be there for you and love you unconditionally.

And for that, I just love feeling BETTER. God might Has better plan for me and now I just need to wait for that. Be patient and let God's hands work. For now, I will enjoy everyday of God's given life and treasure what I HAVE.