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2010-07-14T21:54:00.001-07:00

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dad'd day :)

2010-06-19T11:10:00.000-07:00

I suddenly felt a tinge of sadness as all have been greeting me happy father's day(for my dad).

I miss my father which I call him "papa". He is very jolly and very supportive of me. Though I want to greet him, hug him so tight and tell him that I love him, that is now impossible. He's now with our Lord God. But I know he is now in good hands and happy to where he is now. I already missed him for 8 years and will not stop missing him and loving him :)

I wrote this blog because I want you all to be thankful to all your dads for being there, alive. Grab the chance to tell them how much you love them before fate take away that chance from you. It is also like your mom that without him you won't be in this world.

So here's your chance, go hug him, tell him you love him or your way of showing your love to him :)

And for my papa, WE miss you so much and will love you forever. <3

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY! :)

blogsery

2010-01-25T09:25:00.001-08:00

OMG! I'm a little late. And I just noticed that JANUARY 25 is the birthday of my blog! I've been so busy lately and has no time to really post something or to check on my blog.

Well Happy Birthday to you "sah's trembled life-sahssy sentiments".

Thank you for always being there, ready to listen to all my aches and happiness.

Trivia: I'm the type of person when I'm depress, my sanity is writing and so this blog helped me a lot!

My dearest blog,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! WOOT! WOOT! :D

Thank you for always being there for me, I owe you a lot. :)

Many more years to come 'coz WE ARE BETTER TOGETHER :)

CIAO 2009, WELCOME 2010

2009-12-31T02:06:00.000-08:00

Before the year 2009 ends, I would like to look back on my 2009 and see all those memories, whether good or bad, learnings, and more :)

2009 has been so tough for me, considering some concerns that made really so down and emotional. Preferred to studies, heartbreaks from someone and also from some friends. I don't like to emphasize more on that. But I want to emphasize on the learning I've drawn upon. Looking at the brighter side, those experiences made me strong and be matured in a way. I learned to be more sensitive to other people and not to think only my self. I learned to value on what I have and accepting what I can't have. God is really good despite of, because He won't give me such trials if He knows I couldn’t handle them. And giving all that, it made me become a better individual.

For 2010, hoping for a better year. I know it’ll be different from the previous year because for 2010 I’ll be graduating from College and embarking on my chosen path. Starting to make plans, I should be more responsible and matured to face all these. It feels like a different world for me. But I know I can do it! God is always with me :D

And For the New Year, that signifies new beginning, new life, new love, and new hope. Let's face and welcome 2010 with a SMILE. No regrets, no bitterness of 2009 but only good memories and learnings that we had. Forget all those bad memories and looking forward for more good ones. Because yesterday is better than today and tomorrow is much even better than today.

Let’s all together move forward to 2010 with a warm heart and full of hope. CHEERS TO 2010! HAPPY NEW YEAR GUYS! :D

I MISS BLOGGING :)

2009-12-05T01:10:00.001-08:00

I'M BACK FROM HIATUS! I looked at my last post and it was dated August 23, '09. Gosh 4 months of hiatus huh?! But now I'm back. I miss blogging! MUCH! YAY! :D

Updating my life, a few months to go and I'll be graduating from College! oopsss "HOPEFULLY" ehehe :D Excited?? Not really! now, I'm busy doing our thesis and it feels hell! We're just starting but my brain is already drain. *laughs* But hopefully our thesis would be a success! Of course we'll do our best 'coz we won't we graduating if we fail. ehe ^^ More more hard work for us :) AJA!

On the other hand, Christmas is fast approaching and I'm starting to prepare my Christmas list. Actually there are a lot of things to prepare. haayy, but I hope I won't be experiencing Christmas rush! Hate that! I know you too guys! Let's do early preparations to prevent that.

But otherwise I'm so excited!! Of course Christmas is the most awaited season of the year. There will be lots of foods, gifts, reunions, gatherings then. Oh Yeah! :D

I miss my HS friends(FORBS). Every year we gather and have our Christmas Party. 'Coz of our busy and different scheds, it's really hard for us to be complete and it's just this time that we actually get together and bond. Can't wait to see them all! :D We're starting to prepare our Christmas party now, our ITINERARY perhaps. We want this year to be different from the previous years. yay! :D

So what can I say more??! I know you guys are also busy preparing your stuffs.
Update me your life guys! :) CHEERS! :D

my poems

2009-08-23T08:49:00.000-07:00

POEM MANIA

I am quite busy lately and so I seldom update my blog. But here are other 2 poems that I made. Hope you will like them. Please made some comments. THANKS :)

VINTAGE

Were it not be better to forget
Than remember and regret?
Were it not be better to end
Than to hope and wail over again?

When to the session of sweet silent thought
I summon up remembrance of things past
I sigh the lack of many things
I sought And with old woes, new grief is time waste

For my type, it’s hard to forget everything
A love that I felt at first and genuine
But things change, people change and love change
And I can never bring back things that said to be VINTAGE

WEAK

Woes and anguish burst out suddenly
Everything changes gradually
Awesome days to look forward to
Kicking those rude melancholy too

Weak, a word that everybody deems me
Encompasses on how I play the game
Actually they don’t know me
Keeping the soldier in my name

Why do I feel empty now?
Everything seems to be insufficient somehow
Aiming my biggest goal to be happy
Key is to find someone worthy

Waking up from a delusion
Erasing such expectations
Appreciate on what I have
Keen view and ideal I should save

*as they say change is the only permanent thing in this world, no one can ever bring back nor change what had happened. Be thankful though that it somehow made you happy and left a trace of learning. It's brave to fight for what you think is right and what will makes you happy but it's braver to learn to accept things and just let go.

This is not the end of the road, there might be a better coarse to take. Circumstances happen for a reason that might be a way to curve your path to a much better path and there you'll find your true happiness :)

my poems

2009-06-28T09:41:00.000-07:00

POEM MANIA

The fruit of boredom + sentiment = POEMS :)

(I just need to shout my heart out *sigh*)

Ola! Check out these 3 poems I made. These are included in my compilation of poems. I need your comments friendsieeess.. Thanks!

PAST

Past, why are you still residing me?

Overshadowing my soothing heart

Flashing all those moments from the start

And now, my soul is burning, can’t you see?

Why can’t you just leave me?

Why don’t you bury yourself?

For me to achieve such sanity

For what you are doing is such a theft

I admit I seemed so nasty

And all I considered culprit is you

But you can’t blame me because you are still haunting me

And until now, I still can’t escape

To that sweet dead thing called- the past

HATRED

Bound to indecisiveness

How to escape with finesse?

Inner sanity I shout

When will I ever get out?

Mix emotions I burn

Wishing my fate would turn

Masking a blissful sight

Yet gloominess inside

Massive queries being kept

I need your answer, please help!

‘Cause I am now caught at the middle

My mind being overused and now idle

Distressed to where I stand

Yearning to hold a hand

Because my world get bewildered

And now crowded by HATRED

TOMORROW

My mind chose to be free

But my stubborn heart likes to stay

Contrary of both parties

That is hard to bear

Chaos inside me still portray

Unlimited queries still stay

Yet the scene remains the same

As his sweet voice calls my name

How can I still see the spark?

Despite of the dreading dark

How can this happen?

If my only wish is to be awaken

Tonight my heart is wishing

Wishing to end those reminiscing

To end up all those sorrows

And start a better tomorrow

sahssy sentiments

2009-06-12T06:02:00.000-07:00

I'M FEELING BETTER TODAY..

SO MUCH BETTER..

"life's too short to dwell on all that's wrong
Stand up now
I could fly away right now
Hold me cause I finally found my smile"

--BETTER TODAY by NEYO

black & white delineates the past and my smile shows that I'm happy to it..
"The past is a kind of screen upon which we project our vision of the future and it's indeed a moving picture, borrowing much of its form and color from our fears and aspirations."

Wrap up a bunch of hopeless despair and welcome true happiness..

As I woke up this morning feeling so much better than yesterday. I can't explain what I really felt but there's only one word can describe it--"BETTER."

Stashing those pain and now it seems like it's a new beginning for me. Hope this would be a contiguous state of sanity.

They say "If you're looking for a happy ending and you couldn't find one, find a new beginning instead"

I really don't believe in happy endings. Do you? Well, I think those were just in fairy tales and not in reality. Life is full of surprises and you'll never know what the future awaits for you. We have unending needs and wants and we can never have ALL we want. And so? Learn to treasure what you have. Sometimes, a thing realizing its worth when it's already out of hand or permanently out of our lives.

God has His own way of giving us what we truly deserve. If we can't have that thing that we want maybe it would be better for us not to have that thing. The other way, it is not yet the right time. I believe everything has its own right time an place for a moment to be foremost weighty.

Why be so bitter if you can be better? Why yearn for someone if that person doesn't deserve to be in your life? You have your friends and family who could always be there for you and love you unconditionally.

And for that, I just love feeling BETTER. God might Has better plan for me and now I just need to wait for that. Be patient and let God's hands work. For now, I will enjoy everyday of God's given life and treasure what I HAVE.

movie review

2009-06-07T03:00:00.000-07:00

My friends and I watched this movie yesterday and oh my I love this movie!-- DRAG ME TO HELL. Drag Me to Hell is unlike any other scary thriller: it's fearsomely scary, wickedly funny and diabolically gross. I just don't like gross movies like those other movies inhibiting full of blood or hewing body parts but excluding that, this movie bump into my expectations.

I've seen a lot of horror movies but I felt different to this one. Hell! The audience were constantly screaming at the movie house. It made me jump really on my seat, felt the heart racing and it's like riding a roller coaster considering the sound effects and stuff. The movie also have some slight comedy and so in some part it made me laugh. ehe Is that weird?? ehe The movie exhibits the edge oh hysteria throughout as may I say!

So if you guys yearn to see a different horror/thrill movie better do catch this movie-- DRAG ME TO HELL.

relief

2009-05-29T06:20:00.000-07:00

I FEEL LIGHT

I feel so relieved this day! I finally got to finish all the requirements and need to be done regarding school. And now just enjoying the few more days left for our OJT. Still 2 weeks I think because we should complete the required 200 hrs. We're half way there..YEY!

And for that, I didn't really enjoy my summer.. i miss the beach!! waaa!

party time!

2009-05-17T04:09:00.000-07:00

Last May 15-16 we had a full blast party at Fontana with my friends! This was our (with Joel and Poty) birthday treat to our dear friends..
It went well and I think everyone enjoyed it.. I haven't seen the others since the summer vacation begun due to our OJT. Everyone seems so busy lately and so this party placed to be our break from those paper works and tiring days. :)

THANK YOU FOR COMING GUYS! :)
I missed you!

Here are some of our pixies..
(d gal in violet dress is cute! ehe LOL-- that's me

see more pixies on my multiply account. TNX ü

sahssy sentiments

2009-05-11T07:51:00.000-07:00

When Love and Hate Collide..
When everything seems to be downright..

A girl imprisoned by her past, swallowed by her dreams and thrown into deep pain. So deep, painful and emotional right? But I think that is the best description of how my heart feels right now..

Ooops ang senti nmn.. I'll take it a little bit light.

What does it mean by "when love and hate collide" ???

I can simply say a war of heart and mind, a chaos of bitterness and love. An indecisive state wherein to choose on what to do or not to do. And so, it's when love and hate collide.

It is damn hard to be caught in the middle. To be caged and actually choose on what path you'll gonna take. To which decision you'll gonna make. To things you need to do or SHOULD DO. What's harder is accepting the fact that you need to decide or to choose but you still find reasons to do so or still sufficient. Everything happens for a reason. For whatever reasons are those, I NEED TO KNOW. It's a partisan to actually jump to any conclusion without any facts to consider. And it may turn the contrary of everything. I just need some reasons FROM YOU.

So what now? nothing. I just want to echo my heartaches. :(

sahssy sentiments

2009-02-11T07:34:00.000-08:00

LET'S CALL IT A CHANGE! ü

CHANGE is the only permanent thing in this world. I’m sure a million times you’ve heard this statement. But indeed it’s true and factual. People perceive change in two different faces. One is in the positive side and the other in the negative one. Some may be gratified and satisfied to accept change while some may not be pleased as for their lost love and wish that things would remain the same as before. Some may blame this as culprit for them being gloomy and murky but some may thank this for a job well done. So what is really in this six-letter word—CHANGE that everyone perceived to be an enormous upshot in their lives?

Most people change just to depart from their problems, not enough to solve them. They change just enough to escape. They say, “I’m OK now- I do not have to do anything else.” Unfortunately, this is like painting a rusty car. Sooner or later, the paint wears off and rust has only gotten worse.

Most people want to change their circumstances to improve their lives instead of changing themselves to improve their circumstances. Initially, one must be first changing himself and everything will follow. One can never control circumstances but rather changing oneself and one’s perspective towards such situation, then upturn will came to be carrying out.

Most people do the same thing the same way and expect different results. It is really ironic that people keep on doing the same thing and yet they expect different results. It should be that if people want something they’ve never had, they have to do something they have never done. Just be determinate to take the risk.

Most people are unwilling to pay the immediate price of change. This is because they do not change and pay the ultimate price. Change is merely uncomfortable. It is unsettling. Sometimes, pain is downright painful. However, in the long run, the alternative is often much, much worse.

Most people see changes as hurtful thing that must be done, instead of a helpful thing that should be done. Not all change is good. Some changes are based on bad ideas, and others are self-serving to the people who enacted them. But we cannot become what we need to be by remaining what we are. When change has become successful, we can look back and call it “GROWTH”.

CHANGE HAPPENS. “You can’t step into the same river twice.” This is the metaphor of a river to explain the constancy of change. If one stands on a river’s embankment and looks at it intently, he would see that the water flows through a river all the time. The river may appear the same but the water flowing through it at that point of the river will always be different.

Change happens whether we like it or not. If we do not commence or be part of change, it is often propel upon us. However, many refuse to accept this reality. If we are successful, we think, “If it is not broken, why fix it?” If we fail, we think nothing can help us succeed. Sometimes, we can’t comprehend that what worked yesterday, may not work today. And what could be massive today may be tomorrow’s resounding success.

Perhaps the answer to these challenges is to simply step into the river ourselves. Immerse ourselves in the river of change and in so doing change the “river” and ourselves as well.

Change, reinvent, innovate yourself and you will find yourself “going with the flow” and blooming at work and in your life. It’s not too late to innovate the brand new you. As long as it is for the better, it would be healthy.

ACCEPTANCE. Be keen in accepting change and understand that things may not be as the way they. Realize that you can reinvent yourself. There are many ways or fields were you can add to your knowledge and may acquire also some skills you don’t have before. Improve your behavior and attitude towards life for the better you.

LEARN FROM YOUR FAILURES. When you are boxed into a corner, you will be able to think of other ways or solutions to your dilemma. When we learn from our failures, they become our best teachers to success. Such learning will teach us what to do and to not do to not commit the same mistake again. Don’t be afraid to take again the risk, if you wouldn’t try, you will never ever succeed. Fear of committing mistakes can prevent you from trying new ideas and as well success.

TREASURE. Be aware of the blocks that made all the changes. Treasure your thoughts and ideas, a stream of thought can lead you towards a river of ideas on how you can improve yourself. Treasure also the people around you who are always there for you and staying the same through your ups and downs, those seemed to be the real persons in your life or so-called your “true friends”.

BE HAPPY. After taking all things up, it’s now time to be happy. It’s not right to just sit at one corner and be sad the rest of your life. Life is too short to be miserable. Enjoy life and take all the possible chances.

The water in the river of change may be cold at first but once you are there, you are sure to find a whole new beautiful world. Start going out of your shell because sometimes when you are so comfortable with where you are doing, you might tend to miss out on better opportunities. Sail away from the safe harbor. Catch the trade winds in your sail. EXPLORE. DREAM. DISCOVER. DARE TO CHANGE.

Bluesah

2009-01-25T08:23:00.001-08:00

my first post :)
welcome myself to the blogging world XD