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Sunday, June 28, 2009.

POEM MANIA


The fruit of boredom + sentiment = POEMS :)

(I just need to shout my heart out *sigh*)


Ola! Check out these 3 poems I made. These are included in my compilation of poems. I need your comments friendsieeess.. Thanks!

PAST


Past, why are you still residing me?

Overshadowing my soothing heart

Flashing all those moments from the start

And now, my soul is burning, can’t you see?


Why can’t you just leave me?

Why don’t you bury yourself?

For me to achieve such sanity

For what you are doing is such a theft


I admit I seemed so nasty

And all I considered culprit is you

But you can’t blame me because you are still haunting me

And until now, I still can’t escape

To that sweet dead thing called- the past



HATRED


Bound to indecisiveness

How to escape with finesse?

Inner sanity I shout

When will I ever get out?


Mix emotions I burn

Wishing my fate would turn

Masking a blissful sight

Yet gloominess inside


Massive queries being kept

I need your answer, please help!

‘Cause I am now caught at the middle

My mind being overused and now idle


Distressed to where I stand

Yearning to hold a hand

Because my world get bewildered

And now crowded by HATRED



TOMORROW


My mind chose to be free

But my stubborn heart likes to stay

Contrary of both parties

That is hard to bear


Chaos inside me still portray

Unlimited queries still stay

Yet the scene remains the same

As his sweet voice calls my name


How can I still see the spark?

Despite of the dreading dark

How can this happen?

If my only wish is to be awaken


Tonight my heart is wishing

Wishing to end those reminiscing

To end up all those sorrows

And start a better tomorrow



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Friday, June 12, 2009.

I'M FEELING BETTER TODAY..

SO MUCH BETTER..

"life's too short to dwell on all that's wrong
Stand up now
I could fly away right now
Hold me cause I finally found my smile"

--BETTER TODAY by NEYO



black & white delineates the past and my smile shows that I'm happy to it..
"The past is a kind of screen upon which we project our vision of the future and it's indeed a moving picture, borrowing much of its form and color from our fears and aspirations."


Wrap up a bunch of hopeless despair and welcome true happiness..

As I woke up this morning feeling so much better than yesterday. I can't explain what I really felt but there's only one word can describe it--"BETTER."

Stashing those pain and now it seems like it's a new beginning for me. Hope this would be a contiguous state of sanity.

They say "If you're looking for a happy ending and you couldn't find one, find a new beginning instead"

I really don't believe in happy endings. Do you? Well, I think those were just in fairy tales and not in reality. Life is full of surprises and you'll never know what the future awaits for you. We have unending needs and wants and we can never have ALL we want. And so? Learn to treasure what you have. Sometimes, a thing realizing its worth when it's already out of hand or permanently out of our lives.

God has His own way of giving us what we truly deserve. If we can't have that thing that we want maybe it would be better for us not to have that thing. The other way, it is not yet the right time. I believe everything has its own right time an place for a moment to be foremost weighty.



Why be so bitter if you can be better? Why yearn for someone if that person doesn't deserve to be in your life? You have your friends and family who could always be there for you and love you unconditionally.

And for that, I just love feeling BETTER. God might Has better plan for me and now I just need to wait for that. Be patient and let God's hands work. For now, I will enjoy everyday of God's given life and treasure what I HAVE.



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Sunday, June 7, 2009.


My friends and I watched this movie yesterday and oh my I love this movie!-- DRAG ME TO HELL. Drag Me to Hell is unlike any other scary thriller: it's fearsomely scary, wickedly funny and diabolically gross. I just don't like gross movies like those other movies inhibiting full of blood or hewing body parts but excluding that, this movie bump into my expectations.

I've seen a lot of horror movies but I felt different to this one. Hell! The audience were constantly screaming at the movie house. It made me jump really on my seat, felt the heart racing and it's like riding a roller coaster considering the sound effects and stuff. The movie also have some slight comedy and so in some part it made me laugh. ehe Is that weird?? ehe The movie exhibits the edge oh hysteria throughout as may I say!


So if you guys yearn to see a different horror/thrill movie better do catch this movie-- DRAG ME TO HELL.



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