sah's trembled life

dear diary.

♥Friday, May 29, 2009.

I FEEL LIGHT

I feel so relieved this day! I finally got to finish all the requirements and need to be done regarding school. And now just enjoying the few more days left for our OJT. Still 2 weeks I think because we should complete the required 200 hrs. We're half way there..YEY!

And for that, I didn't really enjoy my summer.. i miss the beach!! waaa!

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♥Sunday, May 17, 2009.

Last May 15-16 we had a full blast party at Fontana with my friends! This was our (with Joel and Poty) birthday treat to our dear friends..
It went well and I think everyone enjoyed it.. I haven't seen the others since the summer vacation begun due to our OJT. Everyone seems so busy lately and so this party placed to be our break from those paper works and tiring days. :)

THANK YOU FOR COMING GUYS! :)
I missed you!

Here are some of our pixies..
(d gal in violet dress is cute! ehe LOL-- that's me

see more pixies on my multiply account. TNX ü

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♥Monday, May 11, 2009.

When Love and Hate Collide..
When everything seems to be downright..

A girl imprisoned by her past, swallowed by her dreams and thrown into deep pain. So deep, painful and emotional right? But I think that is the best description of how my heart feels right now..

Ooops ang senti nmn.. I'll take it a little bit light.

What does it mean by "when love and hate collide" ???

I can simply say a war of heart and mind, a chaos of bitterness and love. An indecisive state wherein to choose on what to do or not to do. And so, it's when love and hate collide.

It is damn hard to be caught in the middle. To be caged and actually choose on what path you'll gonna take. To which decision you'll gonna make. To things you need to do or SHOULD DO. What's harder is accepting the fact that you need to decide or to choose but you still find reasons to do so or still sufficient. Everything happens for a reason. For whatever reasons are those, I NEED TO KNOW. It's a partisan to actually jump to any conclusion without any facts to consider. And it may turn the contrary of everything. I just need some reasons FROM YOU.

So what now? nothing. I just want to echo my heartaches. :(

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